I keep meaning to wake-up when my alarm goes off at 6 am. I envision
a quiet house where I could read and drink coffee before the girls all wake-up.
This morning, like most mornings, Bekah woke me up around 7. I pulled her up
into bed and proceed to go back to sleep. This is always an open invitation for
her to poke at my eyelids and whisper in my ear until I finally say “Ok I am up”
around 7:45 am. I get out of bed stiff and wondering why I feel like I have
slept though I know I got over 8 hours last night.
So, my morning never looks the way I envision. Right now it’s
a quarter till 9, the little girls are finishing breakfast as I drink coffee
and write. Shelby is still asleep. Yesterday was a good day even though I woke
up at 8 (I’ve got to break that pattern). I started my first day of zone
cleaning and my laundry schedule. By 3
pm e everything was done. I sat at the table feeling accomplished and had time
to re-introduce myself to some of my old blogging friends. It’s amazing how
quickly kids grow and reading blogs I hadn’t been on in almost two years (and
don’t follow of Instagram) was like catching up with high school friends. I
kept finding myself saying “that’s your baby, oh my, she was just a baby the
other day!” and “what! He’s a senior in high school! Where does time go?” I hope
you realize that I was talking to myself. Yep, just sitting here saying random complements
about peoples’ homes and kids all by myself. It was a great feeling. No one was
asking “what’s on your computer?” or “who are you talking to?” It was quiet and
peaceful…I hope I get another moment like that this afternoon. I also need to update my reading list which is
above. I hope to have that done in a few weeks.
About thirty minutes into my peaceful quiet, Shelby wandered
down stairs with a new craft she found. Yesterday, she ransacked my fabric to
make bows.
Hot glue thread was
everywhere, but after she was done she had a really cute black bow.
And yes, that’s a blurry picture…something is up with my
Cannon. I need to break down and read my book. I am trying very hard to use my
cannon over snapping a pic with my phone and posting on Instagram.
I really am trying to put my phone down completely. Lately,
I’ve notice that I’m with the girls as they play, but I am not truly with them.
My body may be in the playroom, but my head is in Facebook or Instagram. I hate
that. Before I know it the little girls will be in school and I don’t even want
to think about how old Shelby will be. So, for the past few weeks I have
purposefully left my phone on silent or locked it away in my bedroom. So, if I
don’t respond to texts right away that is why.
Off to cleaning the bathrooms and the playroom. Trust me the
playroom will be more difficult to than the bathrooms. And today I’m washing
sheets! Don’t you just love sleeping on freshly washed sheets?
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